Bubbye 2009 *waving*

Hye all,



Sedar tak sedar 2009 dah sampai ke hujungnya. Gile lah, cepat kan masa jalan. ape aku nak update kat sini ek? Ok la, biasenye aku akan buat "closing" untuk every year, bukan closing account, buat close story mory aku laa..tapi this year nak start dari ape yeh?



Family come 1st:

Mia familia ade byk yg tukar2 this year. Tgk date kate bawah ni:

April : Majlis Risik aku..

May : Majlis kawen kakak aku..

Julai : Majlis Tunang aku..

Aug : majlis tunang 2 pupu aku.. Echa..

Oct: Majlis tunang Makcik aku..Maksu Hajar

Dec : Majlis Tunang Makcik aku yg lain plak..Maksu Aya..

Pergh....ramai2..padat2...giler ah! Opah mcm biase sangat laa bz. Tak padan dgn umur yg dah meningkat...die kate tahun ni die sweet 17..bhahahahahaha~ *gelakguling* memang lagaknya camtula, asek naik keretapi turun Segamat,naik melaka,naik KL,berulang2... *tabik*. Mama ayah pulak sgt bz masa kakak aku nak kawen. Semua berjalan lancar..alhamdulillah.. sekarang kakak aku dah mengandung, 7 bulan dah kot. So, i hope she will be fine and strong enough at the time of giving birth to my 1st anak buah..heh~ *thinking of nama ape nanti anak buah aku patut panggil aku* Ameer (adik lelaki aku), ermm..tah hape2 tah laaa..last sekali darah aku amat mendidih bile aku dapat tau pointer die...durrgghhhhh!! Lemah otak! ceh... and Anesya, ermm..lagi double entah laaa...asked her to study but she seems like not interested to that.... takleh cakap byk..nanti darah aku naik..mati cepat!

Best Friend:
Tibe2 terus aku teringat yg besday aku belum celeb lagi *sangatmarah*. dah masuk 2010 tau tak! Anyway, kene jugek buat ringkasan pasal munyet2 kesayangan aku ni..start dari :
Emy : She finally got married to Azhan last month. Was with her masa nikah and sanding and masa kat hotel. Memang sgt grand kawin die. Die guna Sonia Sofia as wedding planner. Nanti aku akan buat 1 entry khas pasal Emy, dari mula aku kenal sampai laa die kawin. Quite touching, sebab, as a fren, yg tgk die dgn a'an since 2002 until 2009, the upside down of them..nothing more that i can say, kecuali, Alhamdulillah, aku sgt doakan kamu dapat anak yg cepat dan ramai...i really cant wait to see Emy Jr or Azhan Jr.... love u emy.. :)
Nani : Been with her quite everyday, via phone,fb,sms,chat and more. So, rase mcm i am the most updated pasal this girl...she has been through mcm2 benda kot this year, yg buat die marah, yg buat die menangis, buat die bengang, and buat die happy jugak...... such a tough girl lah...dari Nani jugak aku belajar byk benda, she is totally different from me. Dari die aku belajar yg tak semua benda kite boleh control and boleh kawal.....ade bila termasuk pada satu2 situasi, kite jd speechless, but speechless is actually the best for that time.. As a fren, my prayer is always for her happiness...and i know she will get whatever she want or wish for this year :) i will forever be with you ok! *wink*wink*
Gee : panas jee aku kalau sebut nama pompuan ni tau..tepon tak angkat2..payah nak plan pape ngn budak ni..tensen aku..haih..ok tutup! Die bertunang this year, bulan 6...aku ngn nani ade kat rumah die masa tu. Yela...Bff kan...perlu ade masa susah dan senang..ekekekke die dan moktam selamat bertunang, and lepas tu kami pun balik KL semula... :) This girl pun actually very nice..kalau cerita masa 1st time aku jumpe die kat UiTM dulu lagi laaaaaaaaaaaaa...hahaha sekarang?? Haremm... but still..i love her, love they way she is...no matter what happen. Sekarang die dah pandai ber make up dah..cantik make up die.. :) dan die pun dah sgt updated jugak...bagus kan? u really grow up ya? Tunang die si moktam tu aku menyampah..asek laa cari gaduh dgn aku! haih! Ape2 pun..........i wish them together forever..kawin tahun ni tau! :)

IBIL (M) SDN BHD
Ok..ape nak cakap? percubaan aku untuk berhenti kerja tak menjadi...gile laa..rezeki aku mcm terlekat kat sini. Tak faham kenape. Last offer aku dapat is much better laaa, company dekat dgn rumah pun. Gile save minyak and mcm2 duit.... Tapi, kenape aku tetap rase nak stay? Entah...actually aku rase tak sesuai kot berhenti..tinggalkan tasha(teammate aku) sorang buat keje..aku kesian. Sebab workload byk gile... aku takleh jd kejam mcm tu...kan? Big bos aku en.Azhan, takde perubahan. Mamat tu tetap bekerja seperti org gila tak tentu masa...gile laa die..*tabik* 2nd big bos aku, En.izhar (org yg bertanggungjawab bawa aku masuk IBIL) selalu sakit2 this year. Sometimes kesian tgk die, die mcm dah tak larat...ermm..but still die kerja mcm org muda...lepas tu EnAzhari, dah berhenti, masa die benti, actually aku rase mcm tak best, sebab boss aku sorang ni kepala sama...dan yg penting, die selalu ajar aku benda2 yg ade kat dunia, and akhirat sekali.. :) die dah bukak restaurant dah. Wish him good luck! *********** sape lagi aku nak cerita? Oh, ramai member2 opis berhenti kerja, mcm alynne, farah, kak jija, kak husna, Reen...rindu giler kat dorang.. aku cam tak rase best lagi duk kat opis.. seb bek ade kak miza, kak lina, tasha, and cousin aku...kalau tak?? hampeh....workload makin byk for 2010..menci! dah la...taknak cite pasal keje!

Fiancee:

Giler laa siap satu perenggan nak cite pasal En.Azuan..haha.. baru je both of us celebrate our 1st anniversary last month...on 27th Dec,2009. Tapi tangguh until last week..g makan2..setahun ni dah rase mcm lama sgt dah kenal dgn die...takde ape nak cakap bout him..sebab kalau cakap pun berulang2 dah cakap..hahaha he will forever be my love...coz, mmg die ni dah ade hampir semua yg aku cari dalam diri seorang lelaki..waaaaaaaaaaaaaah?? ayat ni hampir buat aku muntah hijau..wex wex wex... pape pun...i will forever love him..malu laa nak cakap byk2.. *blush*

Aku :
Eh2, lupe cerita pasal diri sendiri....haha..aku dah nak gelak dah ni...ermm..2009 ni sgt bersejarah...mcm2 benda berlaku...dan aku rase 2009 sahaja dah boleh matangkan aku dalam berfikir,menilai, dan membuat keputusan. Byk aku belajar tahun ni....dari hal2 keluarga, kepada relationship aku dgn En.Azuan, dan friendship..... gile byk... :) Ya Allah, aku sebenarnya kene byk bersyukur, sebab Dia buat aku nampak segala benda hanya dalam satu tahun :) Alhamdulillah...Umum tahu kot aku ni dirisik bulan 4, then bertunang bulan 7 dan patutnya kawin 2010 ni....and mmg stick to that plan laaa.... Ada byk halangan jugak..Rintangan, yg suka..yg tak suke...yg memuji..yg memaki..tapi, i take it all as positive as i can.. life should be be easy all the way kan? But as long as my strengh is here with me, my family, my fiancee, and my besties... i can face almost everything in this world.. love you guys much :)

Ok laaa...taknak cakap byk...nak tido..esok kerja.. i wish all of you have a good sleep....and may all your wish for this 2010 come true....work hard for it...there noway Allah wont give it to u..if it is yours! Take care all readers! daaaaaaaaaaaaa

STOP & STARE

The title referred.

(diam,tak tau ape nak tulis. and so, dont have any idea how to start this post)

This time memang everything like freeze sekejap. STOP. Apa yang STOP? Everything... Call me crazy or anything sebab malam2 buta macam ni aku dah mula nak EMO. Ermm..but..it is TRUE.. Now i'm a lil bit emotional coz everything seems so wrong. Nothings going right.

Blur ke? Actually, i'm talking about my wedding. For those who keep on reading my blog, of coz dah tau about the wedding. The date, time, place and everything. I keep on updating everything here since the pameran pengantin, test baju, sampai lah kad kawin, which was the latest update from me about the wedding. Everything about my big day memang mengujakan diri aku.

I was like the wedding planner for myself. i decorated everything. Planned with my fiancee about the overall program on that day, setting up accomodation for both family at both reception (Klang & Pahang)..EVERYTHING...Excited? Of coz! Say you wont and i will wait until your turn and we can see how crazy you will be for making up all these thing PERFECT.

Today, memang sangat2 suram. Early in the morning, we got a news that our wedding has to be postponed to other date. WTH? Tension for the whole day. Ok, alasan ak boleh reveal kat sini. Sebab ramai orang bace blog ni. So, nak jaga hati orang jugak. Have to keep it inside.. :(

From my side, the 1st person yang dapat berita ni is my mom. Macam biase la, menjawab banyak la aku gamaknye. Ah,whatever la. It is beyond control ok! But, i can handled her. Ni kat rumah dia ok. Mama aku, tau la aku nak tackle mcm mana.

2nd is my BFF, Nani. Masa informed her, i was like crying sebab sedih gila. It was like semua mimpi2 dah tukar jadi nightmare to me. Hate it. But, (inilah pentingnya ada kawan baik) she was there tak terkejut sangat, tak tension macam aku, tak jugak nak mengamuk2 macam aku.. She get me look into the bright side rather than the dark side. Positive come first, then negativity will took place later.. Frankly speaking, aku sangat rase tenang, lepas berYM dgn BFF ku yg satu ini. Thanks nani. I promise not to caricature your photo again.. ngeee.

Sekarang rasa tension dah agak kurang. After calling2 satu dunia (harus la, Raya Haji hari tu telah ku khabarkan pada sanak sedara wedding date sebab masa tu kad dah tempah), untuk inform pasal postpone ni, aku duduk relax sekejap. Fikir2...termenung...and try to get my head clear....clear dari semua benda negatif.

Aku start fikir ape itu PERKAHWINAN dan hikmah disebalik ape yang jadi sekarang. Nak kawin bukan senang weh. Payah. Macam2 nak fikir. So, bila ada macam2 halangan sebelum kawin ni, aku patut take it positive. Maybe, ni lah dugaanNYA untuk aku kot. Lagipun, tempoh masa aku kenal dengan tunang aku tak lama. Baru sangat. This months is our 1st anniversary, tau tak? Kenal bulan 12 last year, decided to be together, family datang merisik after 3 months kenal. bertunang 4 months after that (July) and now, getting married tak sampai setahun pun engaged.

Ni jodoh lah giler...memang jodoh. We are meant to be together. DAN ini jugak dugaan untuk both of us. Sebab, sepanjang setahun kenal ni, tak ada byk dugaan pun. Everything memang easy. Gaduh? Haha kelakar, tak ade kot. Yang biase selisih faham tu pun sikit2. Dan cepat baik. Dugaan besar memang tak ada. Alhamdulillah. Kalau orang lain ada masalah bakal mak mertua, bapak mertua, family sebelah tunang, kakak2 ipar adik2 ipar ade masalah, abang ipar kerek or ape2 aje lah, we dont have it. Both family like tide up smoothly and alhamdulillah tak pernah ada masalah2 yg aku sebut tadi.

Allah tak duga kat situ mungkin. Allah tak juga duga kat relationship antara kitorang juga, so, maybe ini adalah dugaan yg pertama. Payah nak tetapkan date kawin :( Halangan ada je untuk tetapkan hal kawin ni... Kenape mesti aku merungut banyak sangat. Kan? Ape kata take it easy. Plan balik. Cari backup plan. Choose date again and setup everything all over again. Cakap senang la, buat tgk...takpe..ok kot (motivate diri sendiri).

Bila fikir2 kan, betul jugak ada member aku cakap masa borak2, "marriage is a PHASE, you better think before you take it to the next level(married)". Then, baru2 ni BFF aku kawin (Emy Suraya), a day after she got married, she gave me a call and when we were talking masa tu, dia cakap die nak pergi tgk movie with her family and husband and Emy kata "macam ni lah hidup lepas kawin Nie(my nickname),bila semua dah selesai, ko dah masuk this phase,it is like WHAT ELSE???WHAT NEXT?? dah mcm takde hala tuju..blur.." ekekkeke dia terus gelak.

Maybe betul kot ape die kata. It is a PHASE. Kalau orang Cina, aku penah dengar bagi org Cina, kehidupan ada 3 peringkat penting sahaja. 1. KELAHIRAN... masa lahir, baby, budak..remaja..dewasa.. 2. PERKAHWINAN (ape yg aku tgh nak masuk ni) and 3. KEMATIAN...Opps??? Kalau aku kawin maknanya, aku dah lepas 2 fasa.....! dan ape yg tunggu pastu? Mati? ayyarkkkkkk....hahahahah tergelak aku kejap..

Tapi betullah, memang kawin ialah satu fasa dalam hidup. Satu fasa yg ko perlu plan ape pengisiannya nanti. Kan? Ye.....nak kawin memang best. Pakai baju cantik2 mcm princess, amik gambar feeling2 artis, make up macam nak rak, beli cincin berlian batu besar mcm batu jalan, beli hantaran mcm esok dah nak kiamat gaya shopping nye, pilih pelamin mcm pelamin tu takkan cabut2 ade je dalam umah mcm nak masuk muzium, pilih makanan (katering) mcm nak kasi 1 malaysia makan padahal jemput 800 org je.... LEPAS TU??????

Ape jadi after khemah dah turun, pelamin dah bukak, baju sanding dah pulang kat mak andam, make up artis dah balik, katering dah amik pinggan mangkuk hayun die, sedara mara dah selamat tido kat umah masing2....aku? My life? My marriage?? Errmmm.......

Gosh..*diam sekejap*, this is a serious business....STOP & STARE....

p/s:ini lah sebab kenape perlu ade dugaan masa nak prepare kawin, supaya pasangan pengantin fikir masak mcm nak mati. Lepas masak ko hangus, dan bile hangus ko akan beringat..yes...GOT IT!!

Good nite :)